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Name: Rob
Country: Canada
Metro: Kelowna
Birthday: 5/16/1988
Gender: Male
Interests: bands...music is my life. i'll give you a taste of some of the bands i like...stutterfly, thebleedingalarm, cry of the afflicted, glory nights, senses fail, underoath, thursday, the used, simple plan, hawthorne heights, saosin, storyoftheyear, the bled, riddlin kids, muse, he is legend, taking back sunday, from autumn to ashes, mxpx, from first to last, Ludo, My chemical Romance, jars of clay, dc talk, switchfoot, skillet, lostprophets, system of a down, Kutless, pod, FuneralForaFriend, atreyu, underoath, norma jean, death cab for cutie, emery, snow patrol, a static lullaby, mewithoutyou, coheed and cambria, silverstein, dead poetic, remembering never, yellowcard, the blood brothers, everytime i die, mars volta, poison the well, alexisonfire, as i lay dying, the juliana theory, saosin, mr. bungle, this day fades (RIP), happy ending to a suicide note, misery signals, my chemical romance, something corporate, glory nights, arkata, in flames, afi, the clash, the vines, the beatles,the dar
Expertise: I like playing guitar and singing, but more along the lines of singing rather than playing guitar. whatever. i'm okayish at piano. aaaand thats it.
Occupation: Student
Industry: Media
Message: message meEmail: email me
Website: visit my website
MSN: rob_is_a_@hotmail.com
Jabber: http://profiles.myspace.com/users/9755677
Member Since:
1/22/2005
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| So it's been about two years since my last entry HAH. but whatever, life goes on.
What have i been up to since my last one? too much to write, basically i'm a third year electrician now, half living in Penticton, half Kelowna. By half i mean i go to school in Kelowna from monday to thursday, and am back in Penticton by friday to be here for the weekend. Why i come all the way back i'm not entirely sure, it's quite a waste of time seeing as i barely hang out with people anymore.
Argh this always happens! i get into writing a nice entry and then get bored, ah well, hopefully that clears up a few questions anyone has about what i've been up to.
Peace!
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| aaaaah here we are again, the post of the MONTH. aaaaaaaah here we are again...the single life aaaaaah here we are again...summer aaaah here we are again, losing my license aaaaah here we are again, fucking bills, i'll kill you government man. aaaaah here we are again, the creeping sneaking suspicion of deppression. FUCK YOU MAN. i need some love. | | |
| how long will it take for me to stop going through valleys, constant
ups and downs of feeling deppressed to excited, and back again? not
much makes me happy anymore, especially when Eden is gone to
places....and i'm left alone. not even any of my friends can fill this
void only fullfilled by who-knows-what. why do i always worry she's
going to leave me? maybe that worry in itself is making her want to
leave me, who knows. i really need to work on this jealusy deal. i need
to start being happy with who i am, no matter what i look like. but i
feel like if i gain any weight, change appearance at all, or do
anything besides excersise, she'll leave me because im not the way i
was when i met her. do we just get to a point in a relationship when
you're content with the way your partner is, no matter how much they
change? are we supposed to be satisfied with how we look? why aren't i?
why don't i get looks from girls that say, " he looks really nice, i'd
like to meet him." or even " he's sexy/goodlooking/cute" anything
besides a scowl? why don't people learn how to not judge
by looks? why do all guys check out my girlfriend, and think, " there
should be a law that says no ugly guys like him should be able to date
girls like her."
or maybe its all in my head. no one thinks that. maybe i need fricking help.
why is it that when she doesn't call, my mind starts screaming with
possible reasons, like, " she's probably making out with some guy on
her trip." why do i have to think those things? i know its far from the
truth, and i trust her, but why do even writing those words not
reassure me that she's not off somewhere and just not telling me? does
everyone fear these things? is it because we have different beliefs?
i
am
plain
sick
of
not
knowing.
piece.
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| tomorow is my 500th day of not going premium. i think this might be something to celebrate, or cry about. should i feel hopeless? or accomplished? who knows. the point is, a lot has happened since my last post, which was forever ago.
most important : action fest was last weekend, i was minding my own business, after i had just finished loud mouthing this kid for calling my friends and i "emo", when all of a sudden, they returned with a rather large re-inforcement, a 6"2, 25 year old crack head. and yes, he was on speed. he said, and i quote, "are you saying shit about my homies?" ,before i could even say the word "what?" he smoked me in the kisser. i didn't know what hit me, until i realized it must have been his fist. from there i just spat a lot of blood, and said, and i quote," i didn't do shit man" about 10 times. moral of the story is, press charges biatches, cause he shouldn't be able to get away with that. so i am. and three days later i still have an insanely sore and swollen and infected lip. i'm sure glad i suppressed the urge to fight back, because it would have just escalated from there, resulting in me stabbing someone. so apparently he will be arrested shortly, as this is about his 1000th offence.
second most important : i watched X 3, but realized half way through that, "maybe i should have seen X 2 before i watched this."
third? there is no third. aside from the fact that i'm doing okay, i want my bike on the road bad, and i miss my woman. it was our six month a couple days ago. that's half a year. scary. but i love her.
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| hello folks, i'm super sorry that i cannot, and i mean seriously cannot keep up to date on xanga. i've been really busy lately with bursary's and scholarships and work exp, and actual work and hanging out not that much. it's pretty overwhelming.
God Sigur Ros does something awesome to me, it's like, when i'm in a really bad mood, feeling lonely, bored, anything. they make it all better. it's the music that i've always wanted to be able to create, but never had the right aptitude i suppose. i mean i could if i really wanted to on finale or some other program. but maybe another day. ugh it's amazing.
that girl. that one that i'm dating, she's so awesome. she does the cutest things to make me smile, sometimes i smile inside just so she will do something else to make me smile, which is even cuter because she thinks she has to be cuter. but all along i plan it this way so that she tries to be cuter. it's funny. i have spare right now and all i can think about is her. but it's almost time to go make some music in Band, so i have to skidaddle. i love you all with my whole hearted heart.
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